Let's Hope Cinderella Was Wrong.

My favorite movie of all time is Cinderella. You know, the Disney Cinderella. Not any of those Cindy knock-offs in which there is a mean step mom and two over the top ugly, bratty sisters and Cindy is played by Lindsey Lohan or Brandy.

Not those.

I love the Cinderella that is 2 dimensional and cartoonish. I love the mice and the fairy godmother. I always wanted to marry Cinderella's Prince Charming myself if it didn't work out for the two of them.

And Cinderella sang this song that has been my theme song... "A dream is a wish your heart makes, when you're fast asleep."

Until Now.

Last night I dreamed that Nathan told me that he couldn't marry me and he would be leaving my life forever.

I hope you were wrong Mrs. Prince Charming. I loved you until you now.

But I still can't wait to see you in 5 days!

Tuesday Night Blues

There is a pain in my heart and its because I miss this man.

I am still hashing through the anger of it all.

I don't want to be mad. And I don't want to be sad.

I just want you back.